I always seem to reflect upon my day at early hours of the morning, when all are asleep and quietness envelopes me. I think in the dark, when my mind is free from work, when I have no pressing matter to attend to, and when I can see the sunrising creeping up on the darkness.  This is a time when I come to reflect upon what I did and what I didn't do, to judge myself and accept that what I've done is no longer changeable. It is at a time like this when I come to terms with who I am.

I have a hard time asking for help; Being able to feel in control, being able to know that I can do things by myself has always been my weakness, especially when I have to manage multiple tasks and I start to fall behind, or just don't know what to do.